I am almost psychotic when I’m all alone,
I don’t leave the class when everybody’s done
I stare at things where they are broken,
some say I’m gawky, others brand me as weird
but who knows, who knows the old me just dissappeard
In this tenebrous night,
I feel like stone blind
My heart stops to throb
And cold turns my spine
The sweet taste you left turns bitter in my mouth
Crawls into my head and that’s where it shouts
I feel I’ve touched this apogee
From where I cant get any higher if I am to survive
Succumbing to this game, I loosen myself for a dive
I fall and fall to reach this conjoint
Why are you holding me now, when there’s no point?
Not in the least I’ll give you another chance,
Not before you go through my kind of trance
Your merciful words don’t touch me a bit
So look into my eyes, open up the lid
The redness will speak of the blunders you did
They’ll give you shudders deep inside
In this sombre, I’ll watch you suffer right by my side
I feel my heart throb and this time it’s better
But the blood through it is dark and darker than ever
Coz this is where you parasitized
Didn’t unhold no matter how hard I tried
So I cut down all cords to live with this fever
And now that you are gone.
I feel like newly born
With my insides all transmogrified to thorns…
